Shop More Submit  Join Login
About Digital Art / Hobbyist Official Beta Tester Mara S.Female/Unknown Groups :iconwomenofbadassery: WomenOfBadassery
Badass Female OCs [No Fanart]
Recent Activity
Deviant for 9 Years
7 Month Premium Membership:
Given by HisanaKuchiki
Statistics 465 Deviations 43,654 Comments 427,223 Pageviews

Newest Deviations


Ulcerative Colitis Woes

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 3, 2014, 4:22 PM

Hey guys...
I've had a few of you ask me how I've been doing since my last journal entry, so I figured it was time I write an update on my condition. Unfortunately, the news is not good. I tried Sulfasalazine for awhile but the side effects were highly unpleasant; I switched to mesalamine (which is better but waaaaay more expensive - we're talking $700 a month AFTER insurance), and that seemed to improve things for awhile. Then, last Wednesday, I started feeling sicker, and my health promptly nosedived into agony-land.

I am so, SO sick. The doctors put me on high-dose corticosteroids (don't even TALK to me about the side effects of that shit) as well as mesalamine, but even with the meds this is the sickest I've ever been in my adult life. I'm pale. I'm shaking. I can't eat or sleep, and I'm probably anemic at this point. I almost had to go the ER over the weekend, but I held out because hospitalization is obscenely expensive and my insurance won't cover it all.

Long story short, I am an emotional fucking wreck. 4+ days of debilitating pain, massive loss of blood and fluids, and next to no sleep have left me a hair's breadth away from hysterics. I don't know what to do, you guys. Nothing I've ever experienced in life could've prepared me for this. I don't even feel like a person anymore. Literally ALL I can think about, over and over and over again, is what I would be willing to do in order to be free of this disease. I just want it to STOP. And yet I hear it over and over again in my head: No cure. No cure. No cure.

Commission Info

Commission Status: ASK
Requests: NO

Art Tumblr
Personal Tumblr

  • Mood: Suffering
  • Eating: White rice
  • Drinking: Pedialyte


Acaciathorn has started a donation pool!
103 / 2,000
Alms, alms for the poor...

You must be logged in to donate.
  • dAhub
    Donated 6 days, 10 hours ago


Add a Comment:
Wolfberry-J Featured By Owner 5 days ago
You've been featured at… . Thank you for painting unique, memorable characters and sharing them with us. :-)
Acaciathorn Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks! :hug:
Vyctorian Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2014   General Artist
Chronorin Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hey, Miss Mara... i was just wondering.  1.) How are ya doing? and 2.) How are you liking Book IV of Korra?
Acaciathorn Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
1) pretty terrible and 2) I'm liking it so far
Add a Comment: